it's been almost a week since i last blogged. i repeat, i've been busy. and hurting, and problematic. but i'm enjoying the pressure... i feel like i'm alive again and i'm doing something to enhance my abilities and my personality... oh well. i'm thinking of signing off for a while...... but let's just wait and see.



sorry for not plugging my gbook signers but you all know who you are... :D you make my day... even if i'm dead tired, when i see that someone new has signed my guestbook i don't feel so weighed down all of a sudden. :) *hint, hint*

oh hello world! i've been dead for the past few days. the Sportsfest ate up all of my time... i've been going home past midnight since last week. anyway, our village's homeowners association recently organized a Sports Council and i was elected Secretary. i think it's a big responsibility but it's also an honor to be part of the team. we'll be organizing tournaments and you know, that kind of stuff... our first project will be a pinoy-style palaro for our town fiesta, which will be held in the last week of May -- which is a first, because we normally celebrate it on the first week of November. i don't know what the deal was but they moved it. *shrug*



so there, that's why i've been not only dead to the world, but also dead tired every single night... but it's okay, i'm having fun. :D at least my summer isn't wasted... although i don't consider bumming around at home such a wasteful activity, it's great to get out of the house once in a while... at least i'm doing something productive.



so now i'm watching the third episode of the Sex and The City back-to-back special... this is really a highly enjoyable show. :D hahah. :D



by the way, i think my ISP, Infocom, cut my account off... for the past month, i've been greatly dependent on the internet to relieve me of my boredom... i'm now surfing on a donated 1-hour prepaid internet card... oooohhhh... i don't think i can live without the internet anymore!



oh my, im a net addict!!! whatever. hahah. :D



anyhoo, please visit all these lovely people who love me! also, lucille, cathy and dani -- thanks for ur messages. i miss you... :D text niyo naman ako! :D

i've been really busy this week... the Sportsfest in our village is coming up and i'm part of the secretariat. actually, i'm also covering the games, which will be held this weekend, and coming up with articles for the special newsletter for the said event. walalang. :D



i'm so happy coz i've also been able to drive around more often this week. after the "warrant of arrest" incident kasi, i've been a little hesitant to drive. guess the big fuss about such a small incident finally got to my nerves. but like my dad said, no one wants to get into an accident; it just happens. that's why we have insurances, so we can be able to drive worry-free. besides, nothing still beats the thrill of getting behind the wheel of a car and actually be responsible for the movement of such a big and complicated machine... except when there's too much traffic or the aircon's inefficient. hahah. yun lang. :D

"I held the girl in my arms and I felt her quiver as she tried to keep her tears to herself. But there was nothing she could do. She looked at me with eyes full of emotion, and I was stunned by how she so freely exposed her weakness. I admire her for that -- for accepting that there are things that hurt her, things that she could not take. And in those few moments that I tried to console her, I felt helpless, powerless, vulnerable. Because I know that I shared her fear. I know that I myself cannot hold on forever. I myself will someday be gone, with only faint memories of the feelings we once shared. I know that I myself will die... if I lost her."



**sniff, sniff**

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